Solum
It was always as if I am alone. Recently, I have felt this thing wherein I see myself being alone. I live with my parents and do interact with my friends and colleagues virtually, but why do I sense that I do not belong and I am alone. This feeling does not involve the appearance of my family, but it seems to happen with the people beyond my family circle. I thought this was just because of how this pandemic can affect us but it seems to be different. I realise that I have often felt this even before this pandemic situation happen. I feel like I have many people around me; that I can be of companion with or something. A thought always comes up and says there is no one who could be a reliable someone for you. You may think that is just a sort of looking for someone as a partner or something, but to tell you, it isn’t. I cannot completely tell this exact feeling, all I know is I felt alone. Maybe because I was hoping that someday, if I did become someone to r...
